Well, even though I refused to look at a calendar, I still know what today is. A year ago this morning we learned we were expecting. TTC had been a rollercoaster since my cycle was crazy out of whack.
I had been sick for two nights. VERY SICK! I had spent more time in front of the toilet than on the couch. I had called a friend, Danielle, who brought me tons of supplies to get better at 1:30am. And when she dropped them off, she asked if I had a pregnancy test. I told her yes. She said to take it in the morning. I did and here it is.
I'm feeling a little sad today. Not as sad as I will feel as other upcoming dates approach. Just wish this all would have ended differently.
It's hard to look back and think about how much has happened in only one year-- pregnancy to loss and the grieving afterwards :(
ReplyDeleteOh Carrie, I am sending you the biggest hugs! <3 Finding out that you were pregnant was such a special day in their story. I understand why you are feeling sad. I wish things would have been different too...Those precious twins should be keeping you busier than you already are...Your house full of boys! <3 My heart is with you as always!!xoxo
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