I hit rock bottom again last night. This week is the week leading up to my 36 week mark and it's harder than I thought it would be. I cried until there were no more tears last night. Then Willy came up and he held me while I cried some more. (I'm still learning that there's always tears somewhere) And I truly HATE all this!
I have a lot to do this week and need to keep my eyes on my goals. I hope to spend some quiet time thinking about some stuff in between getting the house ready for market and packing for our camping/float trip.
I will update my picture of the day when I get come back Thursday or Friday. I am going to miss keeping up with all my BLMs, but feel that maybe going away for a few days might help during this particular time....or it may not. I guess we'll see.
This really sucks!!
(((Hugs))) I will be thinking about you. I hope that your time away will be healing. <3
ReplyDeleteI'll be thinking about you! I hope that the trip helps. At least it will keep you occupied. I've find that just getting away from my regular routine, and the constant reminders, helps alot.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that you have had a rougher time lately. I wish I could take the pain away from you!
Sending you big hugs and thinking about you, Willy, Colton, Ethan, Caleb and Lucas.
praying for you!!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and wishing you a little peace on trip. Try to enjoy yourself!
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