Dear Lucas and Caleb,
Well, it's been a crazy month. Really super crazy! Your big brothers have kept the family really busy with school and sports. I've fallen in love with my crockpot all over again! And I really am enjoying the business. I am still having a hard time with Ethan being in school. Although I am sure it's more the two of you not being here, my house being empty than it is him being in school. I am just really not ready to be out of this season of my life, and I have some hope that I'm not completely out of it.
Something else that is brewing is that your cousin, Emily, is about to enter our world. This is tough off and on for me. I am sure you understand. I bounce back and forth emotionally all the time about how I feel. I really don't want to go into all the ugly details of my emotional roller coaster today, but will soon. Just know that I think of the two of you when I think of her.
We really miss you boys. And we love you so very much!