Good morning! I am feeling better today than yesterday. We walked Colton to school, or I walked and they rode bikes. The exercise first thing in the morning is helpful. I really love the smell of the fresh cut grass and morning dew. I think part of the reason why these signs of spring aren't affecting me too much is that when I was pregnant with Lucas and Caleb, I was too uncomfortable to really spend much time outside. I couldn't walk much without Braxton Hicks contractions starting up, and just being in pain. There are more flashback this year than there were last. I am sure it is due to being pregnant with Cinco. The two pregnancies have been so different, other than the time lines. I am grateful for that. Very much.
I woke to another visit from Lucas and Caleb this morning. It just gives me goosebumps when I see their light on, knowing there is no other explanation to it being turned on.
I haven't worn this maternity swim top since the day my water broke. I didn't know if I would ever wear it again. But it was hot yesterday, and the boys were asking for me to get in the pool with them. I put it on and felt grateful. Grateful to have Cinco growing inside me, so that I could once again wear a maternity swim top. When I packed it away, I really had little hope of ever having another baby.