I hit rock bottom again last night. This week is the week leading up to my 36 week mark and it's harder than I thought it would be. I cried until there were no more tears last night. Then Willy came up and he held me while I cried some more. (I'm still learning that there's always tears somewhere) And I truly HATE all this!
I have a lot to do this week and need to keep my eyes on my goals. I hope to spend some quiet time thinking about some stuff in between getting the house ready for market and packing for our camping/float trip.
I will update my picture of the day when I get come back Thursday or Friday. I am going to miss keeping up with all my BLMs, but feel that maybe going away for a few days might help during this particular time....or it may not. I guess we'll see.
This really sucks!!