I cannot, CANNOT, describe the excitement that is felt by so many people. I am so in love with you already! We told grandma today. She cried. Like really cried super happy tears. You are a very much wanted baby. Some day I will try to get a picture of how we told her. Just know for now, that it was our best form of pregnancy announcement yet. YAY!
I had a short time of fear and doubt this morning. It just crept in so quickly and I couldn't fight it off. After talking with Dana for a few minutes, I felt better. Just think I needed to get the fears out in the open and let some tears fall. This could be a hard journey, but I am so ready for it.
I have also decided to quit using Google to search for things. Nothing good can really come from it. Better off leaving it to God. I am trying so hard to completely trust Him, but not quite there. It's hard to let go of the need to try and control it all.
Just a few more days until I can get in for my beta testing. Whoot whoot!!