I think I am in that grief rut. You know the one where you have a couple hard days, an easier one, then back to the pain? And I really want out. I want to back where I was just early last week. Or better yet, the beginning of December. I don't like this pain. I am hurting, and I am missing my babies. We were so close. And we lost them. Our two precious baby boys who were going to complete our family. Now I have this gaping hole in my heart. Most days I am pretty good....but as of late, there's a lot of pain.
I know I will be back on the up soon. And that I have so much to be grateful for....but I miss my babies.