Sunday, May 29, 2011

200 POSTS!!!

In the midst of all this darkness, I have hit a sunny day and MY 200th POST!!!!!! I cannot believe I have shared my life 200 times with the world in just over a year. WOW! You all have been through the good and bad, fun and sad, joyous and hard times with me. I have been consistently surrounded by your love and support. If it weren't for this space and all of you, I have no doubt I would be in a much darker place. Thank you everyone for everything! This post is the last one to comment on (here or on facebook) for the give-a-way. I will be randomly selecting names sometime this upcoming week.

Also, I want to think Kristin Cook for this amazing idea. As a way to remember Lucas and Caleb during their three days (May31-June2), I am asking friends and family to perform a random act of kindness and share it either here, on facebook (I created an event), or email ( At the end of the week, I will post them all (anonymously). I really look forward to seeing all the greatness!!!!

I am actually doing pretty good right now. I had a breakdown in church this morning. But my family there is amazing and helped me through it. I feel safe there. And I feel so much better having just let it out. There are others there who have lost and it's so nice to be surrounded be people who understand on similar levels.

Tomorrow is Memorial Day, the DAY Lucas passed away. We have planned a really fun family day, a way to keep busy and enjoy the blessings I have in my husband, Colton, and Ethan. I have pictures from last year I want to post that were taken on the 30th. Since this is a happy post, it will wait until morning. That will also help me get the grief out of the way for the day.

Again, thank you everyone for continuing to make this place a special space for me and my babies. Thank you for your love, prayers, thoughts, and support this past year. I am amazed every day by the wonderful people in my family's lives.

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  1. I'm so glad you have been sharing your journey. You have helped alot of people.

    I'll be participating in the random acts of kindness and will let you know what I do.

    I hope that tomorrow is gentle on you. I will be thinking about you, as always.


  2. You and your family are heavy on my heart today. I will be praying for a day with surprising peace and maybe some moments of joy mixed in with your sadness. Thanking God for Lucas today. I pray you feel His hand upholding you.
    Psalm 116:1-7, 15.

    Kathleen (from MEND)

  3. Happy Birthday sweet Lucas. <3

    My name is victoria, and I have Patches the bear. I've asked the next person in line, but they've yet to reply back to me with an address to send him to, so I'd be happy to send him you way as soon as possible. Email me

  4. Carrie, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope these days will be gentle on you and that your heart can be filled with happiness... much love to you:) I haven't been around for all 200 hundred post, but I have felt connected to many of them. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings on you journey.


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