Three posts in one day....it's a busy day.
I know what hides in this envelope. And it will remain hiding for quite sometime. I don't know if I will ever open it. It's the final proof that this isn't a nightmare of some sort. No parent should ever have to look at this. Maybe one day I'll be ready. Or I may never be. And I know that is perfectly okay. I really miss my babies.
P.S. Thank you Willy for being strong enough to get in this envelope to fill out the needed paperwork. I truly love you!